I don't know what got into my head. But I decided that I needed to know once and for all what Big was really trying to do.
On that night before Christmas, I drove to Big's house on a mission to find out where I really stood.
The security guard at the gate just waved me in when I pulled up. It was Christmas Eve and she'd seen me come into the complex with the kids,
so I guess she didn't think anything of it.
I parked in the rear of Big's town house and walked up to the garage. It was locked. I hadn't been over to Big's house a whole lot but I did know
that you could jiggle the garage door a certain way and unlock it.
I got into the garage, where there was an elevator that would take me to both floors of Big's duplex. There I was, rocking a black skully cap and
a heavy goose-down jacket, tiptoeing into the elevator and pressing the button to go up to the second floor, where his bedroom was located.
I can't believe how bold I was. I knew all his boys were probably there. And anyone in there could have shot me on sight, thinking I was an intruder.
I moved slowly, tiptoeing through the house silently.
I got to Big's bedroom door, turned the knob, and went inside. As soon as I saw a small lump next to Big's large frame, I flew into a rage, ran over
to the side of the bed, and pulled back the covers. I grabbed some chick out of the bed and started beating her ass. At some point, the chick's wig
came off in my hand: It was a short, cropped wig. I stopped throwing punches for a minute to get a good look at the chick I was beating up. It Lil' Kim.
She was completely butt-naked, yelling as I pushed her around the room.
"So you're not fucking her, right?" I screamed at Big. "Yeah, you not messing with her anymore right?"
When they heard the commotion, Cease, D-Roc, and Gutter came running into the room.
"Oh s---!" they yelled in unison. "It's Faye! How the hell she get in here?"
Big sat up in bed and pointed at Kim, who was standing in a corner of the room, trying to cover her naked body with her hands and while
I was still yelling at Big.
"Yo, get her outta here," Big said. They led Kim out of the room and she screamed and cursed the whole way....